Year One: Guess what i made it.

You could say i love rolling on E. My gas tank is alway's empty. There is nothing left for me to be fueled by, but somehow i alway's come out on top.

My top may not be even close to what you would call "Coming out on top." Maybe i see the world from a view that you couldn't even comprehend. Maybe i'm different. Maybe i'll never change. What is "change?"cause to change; make different; cause a transformation I change everyday. Some transformation's are only for the setting i'm in. Some are for the spot i am in life. Some are because i would rather not be threatened with my own life. Some are because i'm smart enough to know how to act, because i have been there, or do not want to go there.

Water. How can one element of this world mean so much to us? We HAVE to have water to survive. It's the only thing in this world that keep's us going. Without it, we would surely die. If we did not consume this element daily we could not live. We could not be with our family's. We could not have joy in our everyday live's. We would suffer to death.

Locked away, the key has been thrown away. You are left with nothing, but hardened clay, molten sand, molten ore. There's a knocking at the door. You hear a murmur of a typical name. You hear yourself say that you are there that day. You retire back to your ore. You forget about the knocking at the door. You return to that place you call home. That place you cannot understand. The voice box sends out another message. You answer. You obey. You do everything it says. You eat when it calls. You rise to walk the halls. To study. To prayer. To excercise. Their is always a gloomy light in the air. You are never alone. Their is somebody always there. The dark figure, or the shiny star. Somebody. Somebody is alway's watching you. You are not alone. You never will be. You will always have somebody there for you. Somebody to hurt. Somebody to love. Somebody to break down. Somebody to build you back up. We all have everything we need. We all will only be given what we can handle. We all are perfect. We just do not know it yet. We are living our life that we chose. We knew what we were getting into. We are the last seed to walk this earth. We make it what it is. There is no telling right now how this all came to be, but soon we will all know how. How this world was created. How tree's grew to be tree's. How we could love like we all got our own cup. How we could walk on water everyday, and not realize it was the ground that was our water way. We were walking on it all along. Everything is pure if you can see it my way. If you lived another day, would you make it better then today? Would you cool it down a little? Or heat thing's up? Would you stop doing what you know is wrong? Would you stop getting after what it is that you love? Would you put your favorite piece of earth down? Would you say "i love you" just a few more time's to everyone? or would you have to say it to that one person you never said it to, cause you never said it? Are you shaking your head at the fact i'm writing this? If so i feel sorry for you. You need help.

You: is the second-person personal pronoun in Modern English

Need: a condition requiring relief.

Help: give help or assistance.

Want: desire: feel or have a desire for; want strongly

Isn't it funny how he/she always say's she "need's" you in his/her current condition that is requiring relief, but someone can give her the same relief, and in most cases someone else bring's the relief. It's just a condition. There's not ONE cure. Or when you ask him/her about their feeling's and he/she "want's" you. Want is a Desire. Desire is a Hope. Hope: expect, and wish.

Break down your life. See where it's going. Remember you have only one of your own, or for some of you who have many live's to watch over. Remember we all only have one. Spread peace, and love for your people, and that big man above. Your always under the spotlight. Whether you like it, or notice it. You are being recorded. You aren't any better then anyone else. Everyone is pure. There "someday" just might not be today, and you should be looking forward to tomorrow. It's going to be the best day of your life, cause you lived to see it. In the rain storm instead of staying dry, and never knowing what it feels like to be him. You stepped into the storm. You got all wet, and you lived to tell about the day it rained freedom. Freedom is rain. Rain is water, and you are too. Make it storm, i know better. I'm free. Blessing's from him, to me. Free.