Hmmmm well i loved them, i set them free, they haven't came back yet, then they never were.
I guess i'm not looking far down the road like i should. They could come back in minutes, hours, days, months, years... That is just to far for me to be thinking about. So as of now. There not coming back. I don't need to clutter my mind with something that is non existent. They don't love you like you do them, so keep it simple, stop, think how stupid you are, fix your thinking error, and move on. If they come back, don't let them run a "hail marry" on you again.
We have experiences so that we can grow, and become stronger. Not so we can feel bad all the time, and sulk over something that is not existing. It doesn't exist, your just imagining it does. We let our imaginations control us. We imagine something of a perfect life, and only hurt our feelings. Imaginations are very good when used the right way, but they definitely are not good for relationships. Its like asking someone "did you go with him/her?" when you already have your mind made up that he or she did. So what is the point of this silly question? To make your imagination a reality. So that all of your attention on that one imagination was worth all of the attention. In most cases you find that it wasn't worth even thinking about. It only made you stay up late nights thinking, it only made your heart fall into your stomach acid, it only created problems. What do you do th0ugh when that one day, that thing you keep thinking about, and sulking about, and getting hurt over, FINALLY, becomes a reality? You stop dead in your track's, smell the scent of loss, and let nature take it's course, but the simplest thing to do would be RUN. You have ran a hundred times over so don't forget your skill, use it.
We all are always looking for something else, until were married, and for some or most i should say these days, still are looking when they get married. Why are you searching so hard? Nothing, and no one is perfect. There are no 10's, cause i'm sure Heidi Clume has some weird toes, or Tyra Banks isn't getting any younger. So why do we search so hard, and ruin the best days of our live's?
Once upon a time you called up your favorite little buddy and asked him to play at 5 p.m. It was simple. Now you ask to hang, call twice, text 13 messages, wonder whats taking them so long, quiz quiz quiz, then finally they show up, and your imagination tells you they've been doing something wrong, but in all reality they were just being a kid. Living there life til' it was time to come. Doing nothing just slowly making there way there. All of us over think situations way to much these days. We all think we have something to prove always. I am guilty. Yes i said it, I AM.
What happened to the simple days when you asked a girl on a date. Showed up at her house at 8 p.m. (when you said) knocked on the door, met the father, walked back to your car, opened her door, and from there its history.
I wanna live in 1976. Live life, not live technology. I live to play, yet live to work, waste time to facebook, text cause i'm lazy, call cause its not quick enough, think to much cause i'm bored, get my heart broken cause i expect to much. What has gone wrong with this generation?
Everything.
We suck, and we all know it.
I know i'm making huge changes in my life, everyday, every moment. If you looked at me 6 months ago, most would shake there heads unsatisfied. I know i'm ment for great things. I feel i am, i think i am, i know i am. The only thing is, when am i going to do these great things? Cause i sure haven't done anything "great" lately, and don't feel i've made any "great" money, or been on any great path. Maybe spiritually i have been. Wait... yes i have been. I'm 95% spiritual, but only 5% material. Everyone ignores what i just said in that 95%. I'm measuring greatness in money. When i should be measuring my greatness in my own well being. So i guess i'm actually 50% spiritual, 45% lost, and 5% material, cause i sure have no money, i don't know where i'm going, and i got the spiritual part down to pretty much a T. So whats next? Will i be found? Will i get something material? Or will i forever be lost no matter what i have, or what i did achieve or will achieve? Idk, someone will answer those questions some day. Not anyone i know, but someone. Someone will. The blog of nonsense. - GarrettBrady
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